i've got sunshine on a cloudy day
when it's cold outside, i've got the month of May
well i guess, you would say
what can make me feel this way?
well..
this song just popped out in my head while i was doing...tax. cos it's darn cold in the office, with the rain and all. ah well~ accounting is getting to my head. choosing timetable 2ml! :D
the sickening gut feeling is back. =.=
it's almost all out of my hands now. just one more step thru the darkness and there will be light at the end of this tunnel. everything will be clear.
sometimes i don't know what to do. really don't. so all i can do is take it in and charge straight through. HUZZAH!
so i've decided to stick with bs for a while, till i fully understand how to freaking use wordpress. anyway's its a long weekend for me, with mon being a public holiday. the only holiday that falls during my attachment. =/ but its okay. still got many stuff to keep me occupied with. honestly i still do not know what to do on mon but thats like a secondary issue. anybody free? :Di'm already thinking of what i want to use my working allowance to shop for. clothes, IT stuff or juz food. i think i'm feeling ALOT better these few days. smiling alot and laughing alot. playing bowling, folding cranes and receipts are really interesting yet fun ways to relieve stress. for those that are under stress. try it. :Pok this is going to be under random posts 101 by ryan.
i woke up this morning with and the first thing that came to my mind was that today would be a great day. weird, but hopefully true.
btw i'm moving to wordpress, you can find me at shuffledrhapsody.wordpress.com
peace.
one haha too many my friend. one haha too many.
all this reminds me of the damned cheer you up shirt. you hate it and try not to think about it but it is all around you. like a constant reminder, like a blister that won't go away, like a paper cut.
had to take my temperature hourly to observe its fluctuations. at 2040 , using the thermometer our school kindly gave to us, i placed the thermometer in my mouth. this was what the readings were as it took my temperature...Lo.35.037.338.539.7 (my eyes really grew bigger at this point)40.841.442.5Hi.thank goodness it was the thermometer that was spoilt. i would freak if it were true. lol.
if everything goes according to plan SOMEONE is going to create for me a wordpress account. this is good, becos that would mean you guys won't be able to read most of the stupid stuff i write in this blog. muahaha. peace.
we all have a past that we do not want to repeat, true? true.but it does seem appealing at times, when the past felt good...in the past.my only wish is that my conscience allows me to pull backthat is all
Too many broken hearts have fallen in the river
Too many lonely souls have drifted out to sea
You lay your bets and then you pay the price
The things we do for love, the things we do for love
Communication is the problem to the answer
You've got her number and your hand is on the phone
The weather's turned and all the lines are down
The things we do for love, the things we do for love
Like walking in the rain and the snow when there's nowhere to go
When you're feeling like a part of you is dying
And you're looking for the answer in her eyes
You think you're gonna break up Then she says she wants to make up
Ooh you made me love you
Ooh you've got a way
Ooh you had me crawling on the floor
A compromise would surely help the situation
Agree to disagree but disagree to part
When after all it's just a compromise Of the things we do for love
Oldies are juz great arent they.
I AM AY OKAY LAHHH!!! WAHAHHAHAHAHA!!! :D
i think i shld sign up for twitter instead with all this short posts. did you know that...
wake up to feeling everything is okay, for 3 seconds. real smooth ryan. good job. =.=
in the end i can say absolutely what i want, how i want, when i want. there is no need for censorship, no need for hidden meanings, no need for filtering. i could emo my life away on this small getaway we call blogging.but i still find it hard to.
the last roll of the dice, juz was not good enough. this is not the grand finale i expected. can i/should i/would i be stubborn at this point of time?
if you only knewas quoted from esther chan's pm.
things are looking better. but there's always a but at the end of the sentence.
Michael Buble - Kissing a Fool
You are far,
When I could have been your star,
You listened to people,
Who scared you to death, and from my heart,
Strange that you were strong enough,
To even make a start,
But youll never find
Peace of mind,
Til you listen to your heart,
People,
You can never change the way they feel,
Better let them do just what they will,
For they will,
If you let them,
Steal your heart from you,
People,
Will always make a lover feel a fool,
But you knew I loved you,
We could have shown them all,
We should have seen love through,
Fooled me with the tears in your eyes,
Covered me with kisses and lies,
So goodbye,
But please dont take my heart,
You are far,
Im never gonna be your star,
Ill pick up the pieces
And mend my heart,
Maybe Ill be strong enough,
I dont know where to start,
But Ill never find
Peace of mind,
While I listen to my heart,
People,
You can never change the way they feel,
Better let them do just what they will,
For they will,
If you let them,
Steal your heart,
And people,
Will always make a lover feel a fool,
But you knew I loved you,
We could have shown them all,
But remember this,
Every other kiss,
That you ever give
Long as we both live
When you need the hand of another man,
One you really can surrender with,
I will wait for you,
Like I always do,
Theres something there,
That cant compare with any other,
You are far,
When I could have been your star,
You listened to people,
Who scared you to death, and from my heart,
Strange that I was wrong enough,
To think youd love me too.
I guess you were kissing a fool,
You must have been kissing a fool.
nice song. irritating somewhat though cos it has been ringing in my head since year 2 started.
a night with bossa nova, a day with a balladplain and simple. i will sacrifice.
the funny thing about anticipating weekends is that people would usually have things to do that they are looking forward to it. well not for me, sat's are the most boring times of my life yet without them i would juz die.reason: i can't really go out on sat's, and all that's left to "look forward" to is fencing training in the evening. whoopee~Ystd was an interesting time, catching up with the other 4 people whom i hv yet to see ever since attachment started. lots of catching up and rubbish. haha. some people like junxiong don't seem to realise he shouldnt complain abt his work being boring when there are people "suffering" out there. hahaha still the same person that he is. it shows that i'm really bored when i'm not typing interesting things but am instead talking abt random things under the sun, speaking of which i really need my sleep. i think i've insomnia or some random problem. okok this is getting nowhere i should juz stop. peace.
here's a brief run down of my life as an intern thus far. Ryan Lim is working at Chan & Chan Services Pte Ltd. a tax consultancy firm. what he does is very simple, follow instructions. he never got around to doing any thing he learnt in school. instead all he does is listen and do what the manager, a freaky old lady, says. Ryan thinks that he has lost all conversational skills whatsoever. all he talks to people now is about how boring/random/sad is his current attachment and hopes people understands for now. :Dcurrent random things Ryan wishes to do:1) walk, walk, walk, walk, walk, walk, walk, walk, walk, WALK. (rmb, vivo city to pukka still on ah~)2) talk to people.3) eat good food! (no more economic rice pls. :/)4) get a new perfume5) go to the library6) watch a romantic movieeh rachel is this more than a hundred words? i think it is leh. see i'm gonna dedicate this particular paragraph to you. hmm let's see. thanks for the random smses, i think i'd lose my sanity without my fone. you da bombz! :Dok ryan think's he has written alot. 201 words! he wins! yay me! :P